My night became a carnival fair

Spinning around carousel of night mare

“I want to be loved, I want to be loved”

I screamed in despair

“Touch me, touch me”

Uncontrolled mind order

My sins of the past in this life time stared

As slowly into red all life blurred

As I woke up, I cried myself to bed

I know they can love me

But when will I love myself?