In the absence of light you can carefully lose yourself

In the nothing you become a someone

And you fear your fear, and avoid it instead of embracing it

Slowly dragging out your worst nightmare

 

And I thought you needed me

And I thought you cared

But as the distance grew wider

You thought you grew smarter

Well, I know now, I know I was wrong

 

In the careless dreaming of your wishful future

You forgot your past and who you once were

Buying people is not victory

And one day you'll wake up, only to see

You have lost your war

 

And I believed you needed me

And I believed you cared

But as the distance grew taller

You really turned into a foreigner

Well, I know now, I know you are lost

 

Faking a smile, just won't do anymore

You have lost your interest in me and walked on

Crashing into the rocks my mind drifted

And because of you it will blow up without mercy

 

Kicking around with an open mind

You just bought yourself a one-way ticket out

Thought you were my friend as you became a stranger

Aching to be touched, longing to touch your hart

 

I will forever bag with a lost conscious

Crawling through times, wishing it were different

But you can't wear my shoes

It will not fit, it will sting and hurt

 

I hope somewhere you still need me

I hope you do still care

Cause I have lost my battle only to win your affection

But now I know, oh yes I know

I know you are truly gone.