Sitting here

With every intention to write

To express

To free my mind

To clear my head

But for some reason I can't.

It is as if I have an emotional barrier

Preventing me from exposing my feelings-holding me down.

It's awful-I can't breath.

I am trying-I swear!

But nothing comes out….

I can't get it out

 My world is collapsing over my head

What do I do?

How do I make it stop?

God damn it!

Why dos nothing come out?!!

What the hell is wrong with me?

This has never happened before!

Am I that messed up this time?

Or did someone shut the door?

So tired

Feel abused

My fingers-useless

They don't have anything to write

Drifting nakde over the  keyboard

And nothing…..